Still Alone

Sadness and confusion posses her
As she ponders as to how this could have happened,
Burning in a slow hell is something she would prefer

She thought it would be different, maybe even better
She thought she was happy, that she had it all
But she does find some comfort wrapped in his sweater

He makes her happy when they are together
She is in love with him
And wants it to last forever

But she still feels that same emptiness
The famliliar feeling she has felt many times before,
She surrounds herself with others Hoping to hide away her loneliness

But when no one is around, she`s so alone again
She begins to think her horrible thoughts
Of depression and fear, all happiness drained

When she thinks about it, all of her friends are fake
Their absence at her times of need, ditching, and betrayal
No, it`s clear now that they don`t care, this is where she begins to shake

She`s running out of people to trust
All of the perfect people with all of their perfect lies
Everything that is true depends on lust

But she doesn`t know what she can do now,
All she ever wanted was to be happy
But she never understood how. . .