In one angry moment, i\'ve banned her out of my life.
Erased her e-mail and her number, got her out of my mind.
Thought it was better this way, and that the pain would stop.
The feelings went away, but only to come back stronger.
The more i try to ignore these feelings, the stronger they get.
Countless nights i cryed myself to sleep, wishing i won\'t wake up
in the morning. They slowly burn inside of me, until there is
noting left anymore, but a broken, burned out heart.
Every time my phone rings, i get an e-mail, or i hear the doorbell,
deep in my heart, i hope it\'s her, only to get disappointed everytime.
She\'s on my mind, every second, every hour, every day of my life.
With every kiss i see and lovesong i hear, i think of her.
She doesn\'t know i feel this way, she sees me as a friend.
Now i need to explain why i did all this, why i\'m so upset.
I wan\'t to tell her how i feel, but scared she won\'t understand.
So i just say nothing, and let us drift ever more apart.
The only way i can express my emotions, is to wright them down.
So maybe when she reads this, she would understand how hard it
is for me. The only thing i want her to know right now is:
\"I\'M SORRY....\"
