Maybe Not

I sit and await the day
When I can be free
When I can say
Just let me be

I wait
For many things to come
Hoping my fate
Is only just my imagination sum

The music playing in my head
Is its own unique kind
In its stead
Is the only comfort I find

My friends think I am crazy
Wild and weird
Most of the time I am just being lazy
Trying to find hope that so neared

Maybe this is not supposed to be
Is not supposed to happen
You just could not see
That it never could happen

So I am sitting alone now
Wondering when
You approach me with a bow
What will you do then?