No Matter How I. . .

No matter how i try,
my skies are always grey.
it makes me want to cry,
because i don't want to say.

no matter where i look,
people are falling to the ground.
i feel my world's been shook,
as my dreams shatter on the ground.

no matter what i say,
my courage always fails.
my hope of change just goes away,
it seems my ship won't sail.

now matter how i loud i scream,
no-one hears me speak.
is the strength i seek,
just beyond my reach?

this is my first poem like this, so let me know if it's good or bad or anything. thanks!!:)