Forgiveness

He found me
Where you left me
Picked me up from the dark
I am sorry it turned out this way
There are so many things you do not know
So many things you do not care to understand

If you just looked closely you would find
That it was the hardest decision we have ever had to make
You think it was easy and
I suppose you wouldn't believe the truth

You and I are just so different
We should have noticed sooner
That we were not meant to be
I blame myself for our mistakes
I blame myself for everything

You never knew how much it hurt
To see you with her
She was just one more thing you took from me
I did not stop it
I did not object
For she was a friend I knew you would need

You never cared about what I did for you
You could not see me fighting to hold back the way I felt
You left me here with memories I can not bear to hold
Forgetting the ones that remind me of who you once were

For every night I have cried over you
With each thought I have had about you
All the words that are hanging above me

For all the days I have wondered if forgiving you
Could be more than just my fantasy