Love Is Suicide

You tell me you hate me
Day to day
And yet every time you leave
All I want you to do is stay

I want you to hold me
Until I close my eyes
I want my kisses
To be your prize

Your bitter words cause me to cry
Tears that go unheard
Yet they don't go unwatched
The way you stare is absurd

People laugh and make fun
Of the little things I do to keep sane
When I just wish they'd shut up
And take a look at my veins

The scars on my wrist
Could say a million things
Yet nobody cares
I already know what the future brings

All that rests ahead is pain
The pain of you leaving me
Crying on the floor behind you
Because the perfect person I'll never be

I can't stop the tears
Your family mocks me for
I just can't smile the way
You seem to adore

I'll always be the crying little cutter girl
And the words you speak
Don't help
They leave me trembling and meek

I'll be here
Until the day I finally die
So give a dying girl her final wish
And hold her hand as she commits suicide