If you could only see all the pain youve done to me
if you could only see all the tears youve made me shed
maybe i could sleep at night
if you\'de just understand
if you call my name and im not there
dont blame me for running because this is what you did
im ashamed for loving you
and sorry for hating you
but i turned to you and held out my heart,
you took it without a doubt
but i wish you could realize you\'ve lost all my respect
you were my first
and last mistake
