Cancer

I have a deadly cancer,
the inoperable kind.
the one that stops my heart,
and takes control over my mind.
i just want to die,
i want the pain to go away.
there's not alot that i can do,
that's what the doctors say.
i can feel my body dying,
slowly everyday.
i'm now confined to the hospital,
and in it i must stay.
all my friends and family,
are crying all around me.
i'm not dead, i'm standing here,
why can't you just see?!
but then i wake-up,
it was just a nightmare.
but then i get a phone-call,
i guess life isn't fair.
the doctors say,
i've got two weeks to give.
i'm gonna do all i can,
i'll use this time to live.

this is for my friend, dre, she has a cancer, and isn't expected to live past another 10 yrs. i know it's not good, but it's the best i could for her right now. thanks for reading, and please comment, it would mean alot!!:)