The blade

We all think of it at some sad, sappy time in our lives
the relief of the tension as the blade breaks my skin
oner cell at a time i start to see blood
it fells so good to see that blood
i think of all the times I've messed up
The pain of it all will soon be gone
As will I
I'm happy now I've finally went numb
I've also gone insane
Just for fun I'll slice again
Just to see the blood I lose
The pain and nausea come now
Soon it will go away
As the same for me