Wasnt Fate

I see you standing there,
As I feel as if I'm in the shadows,
I can't remember a time I didnt shed a tear,
Our past has become like wind soaring over meadows.

Everytime I see you,
I hide it all inside,
There's so much I wish you only knew,
But everytime it tries to show it starts to collide.

My smile was never a frown,
When I was with you everything was great,
But now its all turned upside down,
I guess it wasnt fate.