The devil is watching, laughing
influencing every step i make
every second my heart gets blacker with hate
i try to resist him
but i try in vain
every small rebellion ends the same
ends with me losing control
becoming lost in a rage
then regreting
as they lock me in a cage
behind padded walls
when im crying,
and on the verge of dying
i wonder
is god watching, laughing
blocking every step i make
after being so unhappy
i wonder if i was a mistake
