And it hurts inside to know you/ll never feel the same
But I can/t help searching for something to blame
Stop with the hope, the hints and all the lying
It hurts too much; I/m not going to carry on trying.
You/re different from the others, I realise it now
I want to try; I want it to work but how?
It/s a stupid dream, a fantasy in my mind
It/s time to give up, leave it all behind.
Yet I write it and say it over and over again
But I can/t get over you, no matter the pain
The feelings I have are of a small amount
But no matter how small they still count
So this is my final acceptance, I/m sorry I could not try
But maybe it/s best if I say goodbye
You don/t need me; you have better things to do
All the things they/ve been telling me are untrue
I/m not being pessimistic; I/ve learnt enough to see
You don/t like or want to get to know me,
So I guess I can deal with the pain
It/s just some more of the same
All through my life I/ve had this curse
And believe me you/re not the worst
So this is me giving up or the beginning of something new
It was so nice to know and maybe even love you.
