Happy New Years

On the day to start a new
my mind went obscure
in my mind i withdrew
and ingested my only cure

You say i wasnt right
I shouldnt of done wwat i did
i dont even remember that nite
i drank myself stupid

Wow, havent things changed
from love to hate
now my life is rearranged
and your left to contemplate

I\'m kind of curious now
about that particular night
i begin to dread how
that bottle didnt even put up a fight

Not once did I think twice
not much to think about
I never gave my wrist a slice
instead I chose a different route