Every night i lay down on my bed
wondering of all the things that i said
was i wrong? you\'re the person i just met
and yet, you\'re the only one who keeps appearing in my head
who would have thought on that tuesday morning
in that classroom where we first met
throughout teaching, laughing or nothing but working
a strongest friendship in gold would be set
ever since the first day i laid my eyes upon yours
a warm feeling had embraced me
and this feeling became very soon my true reason of living
when i told you that you were a good friend of mine
you explained to me that I shouldnt get attached to you
that we shouldn\'t be very close friends
because that will end up hurting me
you told me that age difference doesnt matter
you told me that we could be the best of friends
you told me not to hear other peoples\' opinion
you told me i was very special to you
the stupid me believed your words
you became the best friend i could ever have
and yet...
you told me again that this should stop
that i\'m acting very childich
but dont you have eyes to see?
i am nothing but a child!
i know that we don\'t have that friendship
in which i call you in the middle of night coz i dont feel like sleeping
in which limits are crossed
in which i could actually have an opinion
but i thought that i could at least have a smile from your side every morning
that you would care about me a little more
than you care about the others
that my friendship with you will have a meaning in your life
you don\'t seem to realize how much i love you
and how much you\'re important to me
i just keep getting yelled at
instead of being in your very cosy arms
when i lay my eyes upon yours
your turn your back away from me
you\'re my very first thought in the morning
and the last one at night
you\'re the reason i\'m still alive
but you\'re hurting in your own very way
and to be quite honest
i can\'t deal with all this pain anymore
i wrote lots of poems about you
none of them affected you
now i\'m writing this one
i know that you won\'t care about it
but this one is my true feelings about you
i love you so much
i asked god for an angel
the best angel he has
but he sent me something better than that
he sent me a friend like you
but this friend i used to have,
i suppose god took it back
coz i dont seem to find it!
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