The one thing i cannot find

The darkness envelops around me
as i wash away my tears
I scream and scream and plead them..but no one seems to hear

My scars just keep on bleeding
god, its something i just can\'t stop
they rip themselves open
my tears to no avail
they scream of words unspoken
hoping that i\'ll fail

The only thing that will stop them is the one thing i cannot find
happiness in my heart
and peace, a sense of mind