Missing the wishes

I'm been failed by you, I'm failing myself. I\'m hiding away my true feelings, m closing down aside. My body is with drawing from within

I'm on lock down inside, I'm to numb to feel the pain. I just sit and wait and see the events unfold.

My eyes are full, Theres no room for expanding. My tears will fall like rain down a mountain.

My vision will b unclear, just like my beginning. It will go dark like my mind from within.

I failed before i started, no matter how i try to change it. This was my destiny, My path in life was chosen

How empty i feel inside, inside this shell of skin. I can feel nothing, because there nothing within, Just a lost mind trying to fit in.

To fit in is not the word, as i can see from the side lines, just how unhappy you\'ve become inside this lost body and mind.

Who is this talking to me, Why are they so clear. Whats the message they are sending me to hear.

I close my eyes and wish for a better way, i only wanted what i had never had o stay.

his has been a problem, i only stave my self of wisdom.
Just only wishing for the wishes i have been missing.