Lying in my half empty bed
My thoughts are crowded
With the things that he said.
I get confused with sorrow
Not knowing if he's a stranger now
Or he was a stranger in the past...
I don't dare close my eyes
Or my pain would go away,
I just want to cry so hard
Till I'm dead and born again.
I feel tears burning my eyes,
Urging downward to console my heart...
But it's over now, everything's changed,
I grieve my lost love and I grieve my soul away.
Now I'm selfish and I'm proud,
I'm a taming lioness, I roar aloud.
I've become cruel and so ruthless
Just the same way that years ago HE has...
So now, my God, now that I've become him,
Will You care for and love me like the way that You love him?
