I dont know;
honestly.
I dont have the answers.
I dont know why I am who I am.
I dont know why I do the things I do.
I dont know why I am a b****
I dont know why I am not sensitive to others emotions.
I dont know why I push everyone away.
I dont know why I feel sad all the time.
I dont know why I can be happy to balling in 5 minutes;
DAMNITT! I dont know.
Childhood says it all;
When your not shown emotion.
when no one cares when you fall down;
you dont care when others do.
When someone says \\\"i love you\\\"
You become scared and confused
insticitively you run-away.
I don\\\'t want to run but it\\\'s the only
thing I know how to.
I dont run away from problems,
thats how I was taught how to
deal with them.
I\\\'m sorry
but I do
love you.
