Crushed, shattered
All my dreams seem to be disappearing.
All my plans seem to be shuffled to the side.
It's like I don't matter
It's like no one hears me.
I explained how I felt and hoped you turn
Around and say you felt the same way
But no you just looked at me and stayed silent
You missed the chance to make me so happy.
I'm tormented by a word that can't really be
All that bad.
I don't want to wait I don't want to start over.
But for you I would do anything
For you I've glued my heart back together
For you I've torn myself inside out
But you want me to wait
So what do you think I'm gonna do I'm gonna wait.
I'll start all over even though I know some day we'll be
Together
I'll torture myself with our Friendship
I'll figure out what to do and put on a smile
Because I know you want to see me happy
I just wish you could see that I'm only happy when I'm with you
And without you I feel so lost
So as your trying to figure out your life I'll try
And stay standing as I live mine.