Tears

I have so many tears that fall
With no reason at all
Maybe its because i like to bottle things in
I cant stand losing you again

That pain I felt was so unreal
Those wounds have yet to heal
I want to lean on your shoulder and just cry
Some days i just think i should take a bunch of pills a then just lay down and die

I dont know why i feel this way still
I wish i could just get over this hill
The hill gose up miles and miles
I dont know if i can go on...