I cant do this

I cant take it anymore
i cant deal with the pain
and you were the only thing
that was keeping me sane

well you have just hurt me
when you said forever
i guess you really meant
you could never love me ever

but i am still smiling
just to cover these tears
knowing you are gone
that is the worst of my fears

i told you all my secrets
and you promised not to tell
and you said you'd catch me
if again i fell

well they all know now
all my wants and fears
and yo let me fall
as you saw my tears

how could you
do this to me
lead me on
and then just leave

let her replace me
she could never love you
the way i have for so long
and the way i still do

but i put the razor down
you aren't worth my blood
although my tears still flow
a never ending flood

you have broken my heart
broken it in two
shattered it beyond belief
and all i did was love you

go ahead shell hurt you
i wont be here this time
I'm moving on
and i say ill be fine

i have found someone better
someone who wont hurt me
though he cant be mine right now
i know he'll make me happy

i know he cares
and he wont do what you have
he would never dream
of hurting me so bad

so go be with her
and when she breaks your heart
when she makes you cry
and you fall apart

i will be gone
you have blown your chance
but i still want to save you
the very last slow dance

no matter what i say
i will always love you
but i guess i just wont always
be here for you

once you hurt me
you aren't worth the pain
and you have taken
all my words in vain

you have broken my heart
you have made me cry
now i am gone forever
this is my final good-bye