Would he hold me if he knew my shame?

So one day, this ordinary girl meets and extraordinary boy.
she knew instantly, after they started talking. It was love.
but what happens when he loves her back? adoration and joy.
there is nothing more perfect that they could think of.

But what happens, when theres just missed calls & broken promises?
When everything goes wrong, no good thoughts.
She can't believe she feels like this, after being so bliss.
She doesn't want to believe it so her thoughts she fought.

She is done, with everything. lies, sadness, but most of all. Life.
His lies aren't heard, so she won't have to worry anymore.
She sits in her room, a wreck less emotion with a knife.
So she gently presses the knife against her wrist as someone opens the door.

It was him, he Trys to explain the truth, but she doesn't want another lie.
She gives him a note and tells him to read it when he leaves.
She walks over and grabs a gun, Boom! he watched her die.
Parents rush in, blood splattered. it's a site they can't believe.

He leaves, not wanting to see anything anymore.
not knowing what to do, he remembers the note.
Everything happens so fast, as if it was war.
he opens the note, it was picture and little quotes.

But a piece of paper slipped out, it read:
"I loved you through everything, even though I'm gone, I still do.
But one favor I ask of you, still love me when I'm dead.
as I lay there, walk away. but don't forget, I love you to."

\"Tears don\'t fall, they just crash around me. I hope your conscience calls you guilty and you cry when you get home. I was a fool, for you and your pathetic lies. no more of this. I will end this precious life tonight.\"