I feel like pulling my hair out
and truly want to shout,
I'm so tired of thinking
and sick of loving and feeling.
I've started making myself sick again
as its the only way to keep me sane,
Its alot less stressful as other thoughts
1 particular thing and not all sorts!
The way i think and feel
life feels so unreal,
Every second of the day
i hate it i can say!!
I'm to scared to look back
cause if i do ill crack,
I look forward and things are bad
I'm so sick of being sad!!
I wish i was anyone but me
but its me ill have to be,
And not for long i can say
if its like this everyday!!!!!!!!!!
