Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
Your the only one that seems to understand me.
Every time i find something knew it is taken.
Your the only one that hasn\'t forsaken me.
I\'m praying for an answer.
But I fear it goes unheard for I don\'t have the faith to continue.
My only escape was taken.
This life is like a nightmare, someone awaken me.
My madness makes you seem so real.
But I know that all you are , are words explaining how I feel.
Your the only one that hasn\'t lied to me.
But you cant satisfy me, you cant make me bleed.
I\'m begging on my knees for something,
but every time I kill my pride and drop to my knees and beg him please,
I\'m left with nothing.
I\'ve killed my pride,
I\'m in my mind,
reaching for a hand to hold on to.
But the only one here is you.