The Breakup

Why do you remain the fore front of my mind?
Why cant you just leave?
When you've gone from my conscious,
wont it be a relief?

Ive felt you walk out before;
but that was just a lie
Ill be fine when your gone,
cause I wont regret it this time

Can I write you off simply,
or will this torture not go away?
Do I want to hold on to whats left of us
or keep these feelings at bay?

I want my heart back intact
so that I could love again.
Funny how I think I cant
nor ever deal with another women.

I dont want to blame what I lack
on you or your influence,
but Babe, I feel you broke me
messed up my subconscious.

Ill tell myself again that I will be OK.
My heart will catch up to my mind.
I guess I wont see whats out there for me
if I close myself to what I can find