This is Suicide...

The pain worsens
As life lets me go
I ask god to forgive my sins
I guess he just said no.

The solour fading
Light is drifting away
I sit here waiting
for my redemption day

The clouds move fast
I lie back and smile
I sit here waiting
I know I have only a little while

I think to myself
....I have no where to hide...
i think to myself
....So this is suicide...