Outcast

I am the outcast
I wonder how long the stares will last.
I hear laughter from my enemies
I see so much pandemonium and no tranquility
I want peace.
I am the outcast
I pretend to be elated
I believe our world is tainted.
I touch people hearts
I feel the world as a whole is breaking apart.
I worry about the choices I make
I laugh at those who are fake.
I am the outcast
I understand we all have to die
I say trying to escape death is a waste of time.
I dream about my destructive past
I am the outcast

*this isn't one of my best but i had to write it for my literature class, so plz tell me what you think thanx shanik*