Finally

My heart stops when you come near
Your voice rings in my ears
You walk with such grace
You have such a beautiful face

Your cheeks flush pink
As I watch you. Then I think
What if you like me?
Wait! Hell no what would you see?

I fumble my books as you walk by
You look like you are about to laugh. I sigh.
Please look this way
I need something to say

Uh, Hi
I sigh
You never heard
I feel like a turd

You turn your head
Did you hear what I said?
You half smile
In response I smile

I long to see you once more
I wonder what you smiled for
I have to see you again
I am going through too much pain

Amy*, Hi! I love you
You smile like you knew
You lean in and kiss my cheek
Finally I get what I seek

*Name changed