What can I do now that my life has been ripped from under me?
What should I do to get rid of the thoughts I still have for her?
How can I not get angry?
How can I not hit the person who ripped my life away?
How come this is so hard?
Why couldn't it be easy?
Why can't I just forget and move on?
Why does she still say she loves me?
How come this is all becoming my fault?
How come I torture myself for thinking it's my fault?
How come I cant just end this and move on?
I wish I could just end this.
I wish it wouldnt come back and torture me.
I wish it couldnt keep saying its my fault.
I'm tired of the nights where I cry myself to sleep over you.
I'm tired of being hurt day and night.
I'm tired of being treated like this.
I'm tired of seeing him and her.
I wish it could be her and I again.
But why would I wish that?
How can I wish that?
What would make me wish that?
How can I wish its over and have nothing else to do with her?
And how can I wish I want her back more than ever and that I'll go through anyone to get to her.
I just wish Life was easier.
But then again, who doesnt?
