Hard from the start

I am sitting here cold and shaking
Thoughts running through my head
Wondering where the time had went

Lost and confused
My head in lying near the phone
I know it hurts too, but
What else do you want me to do

Loving you is hard
You were never easy to love
It is like catching a white dove

Hearing your voice is so full of rejoice
When it comes to an end
It is like it never even beguine