There's an ache,
Here in my heart,
In my soul.
I don't know why,
Don't know how,
Or who.
It hurts,
And I can feel,
The old urge.
It's trying,
Trying so hard,
To break through.
If I had,
My blade,
I'd do it.
I know I would,
And that hurts,
It kills me.
I swore I never would,
Never again,
NEVER!
So why,
Why now,
WHY ME???
Haven't I hurt enough?
Didn't he cause enough pain?
Did I not shed enough tears?
Shed enough blood?
Or must I endure more?
