Why am I always thinking about suicide?

Yuor are a well written author and ive been there to. pretending is the only way (i thought) to get through it and to be honest it makes matters worse when you live that lie great poem i really liked it it really hit home for me in more ways than one

This is exactly how i feel, you have put this across so well. i loved your use of questions in this poem. i know what u mean wen ur saying about pretending b/c u dont want to be the one thats always depressed. i tried suicide twice n it didnt work, sometimes im glad sometimes i wish it did but i suppose u just have to work thru things, well done
sorry to have written an essay!!