Sorry

I'm sorry for the pain ive caused,
I'm sorry that i live.
I'm sorry that i breath at all,
for when i live, its a painful while.
i don't live with my mom,
thought someday i will.
I'm sorry for being here,
these long fourteen years,
those were long and painful years,
why do i live with all these fears?
I'm about to leave this place,
this place i call home.
i feel like nobody loves me,
not that i really care!
i just wish for someone to be there,
when i need them the most.
well I'm sorry for the pain ive causes,
on this hateful earth!