Its been awhile since Ive seen your face,
haven't seen or heard from you.
you watched me grow, you were by my side,
loving me endlessly, but the drugs more.
while you were watching me mature,
into what i am today.
i watched you struggle,
through all these years.
you say you love me,
yea i love you too.
you screwed up big time this time mom
cause now I'll never be with you.
I'm all alone longing for you,
and wishing you were here.
i wish you were here,
to wipe these tears,
as they flow down my cheek.
i looked at a picture of you tonight,
Ive missed you since you've been gone.
your smile was so pretty,
i wish you were with me!
i know that in my heart,
you'll always be near...
but now you've left me waiting here.
waiting for your call,
do you miss me at all?
mom i love you, yes i do.
i wish you would stop using drugs,
look at what they've done to us!!
its been awhile since Ive seen your face, haven't seen or heard from you.