The Darkness surrounds me
As I find out that a friend
A good one,
Will never, and can never
Talk to me, ever again
I fall to the ground
Sobbing
Wishing...
Wishing to wake up any minuet from this chronic nightmare if mine.
But the darkness seems to grow, even darker, the more I wish to wake up.
I can't stop wishing
Wishing that I had never started this drama,
As a tear, flows down my face.
But it wasn't all me
I had some help.
My friend his ex girlfriend, she started this note and I ...
I added to it.
I made it worse,
More devilish...
More crazy to the worst existent!
I pushed him away and that was the complete opposite of what I wanted to do.
He cared So much and I not enough and now...
I care a lot and he ... not at all. Well that's what it seems like anyway.
I miss him so much!
He was the best friend.
The one that listened all the time.
What is the point of this drama?
It only kills... the heart, the relationships, and the spirit.
I wanted him there... No I needed him there so bad for support... but he didn't show.
That broke my heart.
