Its been to long and to much pain, I've lost all my strength all i can do is strain, all my life i dreamed about my future, but i did nothing to achieve my dreams, so my life only became minuscule and fractured. if i knew then what disaster, manipulation, and feen really meant i would be a better person today, i had the perfect dreams but i strayed, because of drugs, alcohol and teenage love. i was in the middle of a triangle and i couldn't budge, i couldn't see what was really happening, i didn't even try defending, before i couldn't get out for good, it was a impenetrable wall made of neither metal or wood, it was a solid wall of emotions and confusion, each layer was stronger then the next, i was only a character in everyone's text, no decision were my own , my brain became someones personal telephone. i got distracted from my dream, but I've realized this wall as a crack in the seem, i think i can free myself before its to late, i can fix my life i can no longer wait, because if i stay trapped for any longer my destiny will erase, i will no longer mean anything I'll be a waste.
