I can't Pretend...

Ever since that day you told me , you only wanted to be friends.
You didn't seem to think how i would feel about it.

Can't you see, i don't want to be your friend,
You know how much i love you and now it's like everything we ever had was gone....
Now my heart and soul has been torn.

I don't know why you want us to be this way,
Do YOU THINK PLAYIN WITH MY HEART IS A GAME.. ?????

Tell me, you didn't mean what you said and say that you'll stay..

It was all the little things i loved most about you,
You made me feel like, no-one could ever hurt me,
But i guess that changed and it turned out to be YOU..

So now we we don't talk or see each other as much,
I can't pretend that i don't feel the way i did when we first kisssed and touched.

I can't pretend that i don't remember you,
Because your all i dream of when i sleep at night,
Wishing so badly that you could be here to hold me tight.

I can't pretend that when i see you,
my tears won't run down my face,
I miss our times together,
It's like my world without you, is moving at a slow pace.

I can't pretend that every time i have a smile on my face is always gonna be HONEST, Because you not here with me, to make me truthfully smile, NO IT"S too IMPOSSIBLE...

You showed me what love was like,
I can't lose you this way NO not without a fight...