My turning point

Talking for hours
Deep conversations
Im not used to this feeling
What si this new sensation
I wasnt ready to be thrown back in yet
I had just learned to forget
But wait
Its not too late
To stitch up all those scars
To move on to where you are
Has love found me this once
Should I go for the chance
Am I really good enough
For someone to fall for me

That heart of mine
Its beating slower and slower
Yet faster and faster
The clock says nine
What has become of me
I finally feel accepted in this world
To see him now, doesnt hurt

I feel like weve known eachother all our lives
Im starting to feel that hype
But I dont love him
I love another
He said he loves her
Does he really want her

Im confused, happpiness never felt so bright
Im in that tunnel but I can see the light
Its as if Ive walked by this place two hundred times
And all I got back was the urge to cry
Then one day the clouds evaporate
The old memories and wants disenagrate
I forget how hate
Was once the highlight of my life

But just cuz Ive found hidden feelings
An I forgot which way I was walking
I can still see
Perfectly
And Im proud to say
The darkness is starting to fade
No more gray
I have a new plan in mind
I think this is the perfect time
To try someone tottally new
Theres so many new possibilites
Right in front of me