Crowded

Crowded in the middle of the city noise

I just cannot find my peaceful space

In a bubble of denial, I've been trapped

For many years gone and more coming

Between the strings of my loneliness

I chant my only favorite melody

Softly, with those lost confused tunes

Soothing my aching dead heart

It's been a while since I saw you

You're my favorite illusion of all

With all the time I spent creating

Your unreal presence; I'm overwhelmed

From tales hidden behind every scar

That garnishes my heart with beauty

I gathered the golden dust of hope

To patch pieces of my shattered soul

In the darkest room, I'm isolated

A fate, I don't hesitate in the choice

The small steps I occasionally take

Lead me nowhere but to my grave

This is my definition of the world

This is my explanation of destiny

Of this whole life, of me and you

This is my happiness in few words