I need a reason

I need a reason
a reason to keep going
my death will be a timely thing
everyone so sad
I love a man who doesn't know
of my feelings true
for that reason I ask this
what I'm I to do?
I love him more than life
I love him more than myself
I Love him more than everything
which is why I hold this knife

I love him to much
it's pathetic I know
but every time I think of him
the feeling just grows

He could be my reason, my reason to go on
but all the pain and Suffering
would likely just go on
it pains me to be near him
it pains me to away
u can't know how much I think of him
every single day

I really need a reason
my time is running out
i cannot choose him
but I will, no dought