Aren\'t life\'s sick little games so twisted?
so cruel how life can drive someone to death
other\'s simply go insane
me, i feel weighed down by life\'s chains
i feel like a prisoner in my own skin
this can\'t be normal.. then again
every thing i find important in my meaningless life
is snatched away from me
take you, for instance
you\'re all i ever really wanted
yet why is life so cruelly ironic
that i love you, but you don\'t love me?
you\'re the only thing i\'d die for
to you that doesn\'t mean a thing
i\'d throw away this corpse of mine
all for you
does that make sense?
am i going insane?
am i already there?
i\'ve never known love without pain
why can\'t love be simpler?
why is it so rediculously complicated?
you and me together
no? i\'ve sank down even further still
is god playing keep away with our deepest desires?
or has he simply looked away?
ignoring every prayer as if deaf to the world
does this \"god\" even truly exist?
does this high power control my life?
i feel like you\'re the one controling me
maybe you\'re my god
just maybe you\'re my whole world
every time i see you with him
my heart sinks into a darker oblivion
what do you see in him?
i can\'t see it.. i really can\'t
are our fates locked in place?
can destinys be altered?
i\'d like to think i have control
but i\'d just be lying to myself
will these question ever find an ear?
being alone is my greatest fear
but all i can do is sit in relapse
and wait for my infinite dirt nap
