Lies

I put up this shield, a smile I always bare,
I put up these lies for people who don't even care.
I want to be remembered as the one, who smiled when alone,
Who brightened up other peoples' days when I couldn't my own.

I stare at our picture every hour of everyday,
I don't know why but I can't help but feel this way.
I miss the way that we used to be,
With me looking at you, and you at me.

I just can't take this feeling of being so alone,
I miss having a heart and soul to call my own.
I may smile at school; you know you broke my heart,
You lied to my face from the very start.

You said you loved me, and would forever,
You told me that we belonged together.
Just another lie, just another reason I cry,
Being without you just makes me want to die.

You looked in my eyes and told lies to my face,
You left me here, broken heart your only trace.
I just wish you'd give me another shot,
But you don't like me anymore, but you're all I got.

~*Who Cares?*~
yeah. its been 2 weeks 1 day. it seems like forever. i miss him so much...:(