Paybacks a B itch

Think back a while now
3 or 4 years it was
think back to when it happened
think back to what you did

now think about the years gone since
and the beatings i have endured
the pain will never defeat me
because my bloods as dark as yours

think back to when you stole my pride
along with my confidence and self-esteem
thats right... think back to that night
the night you stole my innocence!

well 4 years have passed by
and I'm well stronger now
i can defeat you this time
paybacks a b itch

and as i think about all i went through
everything you made me do
and everything you did to me
and the pain you put me through

i have no trouble holding up a knife
a seraded knife with a rusty tip
and a little bit blunt so you can feel the hit
its been a long time coming... paybacks a b itch

but i wont kill him though
just play with his mind
he murdered my spirit
so now I'll murder his

he too will know how it feels to hurt
he too will know how it feels to cry
he too will know how it feels to be the victim
he too will know how it feels to die

the saying goes
'2 wrongs don't make a Right '
but sayings are sayings
and some sayings are wrong

no... it doesn't fix my past
and it doesn't fix what happened
but it sure as hell gave me
a whole lot of satisfaction!!!

(C) Lucy Green

its a bit of an off poem and it still needs work but it has a good meaning to it and its exactly how i feel!