I have ran away from this illusion
The one that keeps taking me back
to you
The one that leaves me lost in misery
The one that makes my world turn black and blue
It all takes me back to that night
You were in pain
I could not help you
I felt so helpless
Nothing I did to help was right
Oh how I hated that dreaded night
We took you somewhere
They said you'd be OK
But to my surprise
You did not make it
Oh how I am terribly sorry
I would have traded my life for yours
That's why I am trying so desperately to run away
Just run away from this terrible illusion
So wounded and dented deep inside
But that is why this life is so
Disenchanted