Run away

Where can I go
To run far away from myself
Never to deal with lies ever again
Never having to be bullied
Why is this life so hard?
Seems like I'm living in the backyard
Of this life
I know suicide is not the answer
That is what all the doctors say
Cant you see I get that?
Im tired of being lied to
I feel so see through
Does anyone in this world truly care
Is anyone even aware
Of all the pain that is going on in my life
It is an all day pain
Jabbing of the knife in your heart
That is the pain I set apart
To not frighten anyone
Please take all this pain away
Bring me out of my horrible dismay
Just let me run away
Far far away