Tired of it

The worst thing today
you'll never believe
i was dating this guy
who wasn't all that faithful to me

we talked about love
and we talked about caring
but the secrets was holding
they were over bearing
on me

so i wanted to tell him
after 3 months
we're through
but he was avoiding me that day
so I'm guessing he already knew

so i got my phone
and i texted him that we're going up in fire
he said i really miss you honey
i said i always knew you were a liar

so i told him that we're over
I'm sick of all his lies
I'm sick of our stupid arguments
and his lame alibis

so i told him thats what this is
a real one this time
i know that i still love you
but your killing me inside

I'm wasting all of my life
waiting for you to be true
I'm wasting all of my life
and its not worth what you put me through

so i want you to understand
this wasn't easy at all for me
but I'm not going to sit around here
waiting for you to be ready
no I'm not going to wait for you

I'm tired of you , just like my friends said
you were never there for me
and i guess i see what they meant
i guess we were wrong
this wasn't meant to be

so instead of waiting for you to
have some sympathy and be kind
just tell me what you were really feeling
but its too late Ive made up your mind
someone had to do it
cause it wasn't gonna be you
I'm sorry but love isn't defined
as doing what you do

but 11 months later were still together
11 months later I'm still there for you
i guess theres i feeling i couldn't let go
i guess theres a part of me that belongs to you