Unhappy ending

I try and try
But I always fail
I try to make them happy
But in the end I bail

I put in my heart and soul
Only to lose a part
Of what was once whole
From the start

I tell my self
Its not a big deal
But the pain is overbearing
This pain is real

Please give me back
What was once mine
The hole in my chest
Won’t heal in time

It will get bigger and bigger
With each passing day
Unless I find someone soon
Who makes the pain go away

But for now I will not try
To make you see
all this pain and hurt
inside of me