Abusive friend

Sometimes I cant take him.
Sometimes he makes me cry.
Leaving me wonder why.

Why does he hurt me?
Why cant he understand?
Does he think that doing,
these things makes him a better man?

I cant stand to be around him,
in this type of mood.
What is he trying to prove?

I can see the anger and hurt in his eyes.
He is turning into someone that I despise.

I feel bad for him,
in some weird way.
But I always get a feeling,
that he is going to make me pay.

I hate seeing his face,
everywhere I go.
I need my space,
but he doesn\'t know.

He tries to control me,
and everything that I do.
Can I still be true to this guy?
Even though our friendship is built on lies.