Agony

What the fack is wrong..?
How did every sense die..?
I cannot erase your sad face in the smoke.
Neither inside this glass of alcohol..
I dont feel the burn from their joyful flame..
Though the ice of your innocent eyes has frozen my heart..
Your questions are left with no answers..
Guilds without home..
Pain without reason..

This unexplained hate..
Has killed my feelings in response..
I`m only left with this ache..
And a mind searching for reasons..
I`ve just met agony..
Agony offered me desire..
Desire for change..
I`m torn and you can only make the suture..
If you can find your way out of this haste..
This threat surrounds my head..
Are things getting serious.. ... ?