He held my hand
he walked me home
it wasn't long before
i didn't feel so alone
he took my hand
and touched my heart
it was everything i wanted
he had given me a new start
she stood by the door
with her hand on my shoulder
it was truly fate
but we wouldn't realize that until we were older
she took my pain
and gave me joy
at that moment
it didn't feel like it was something anyone could destroy
we stood there silent
he began to smile
it took too long
we'd only been standing there for a while
he told me then
no one could take this away from us
that i would see him again
he said he couldn't tell me right then
but that there was something we needed to discuss
she asked me why
her eyes filled with tears
i knew after tonight I'd never feel this way again
not in a million years
i told her it would be OK
something i wasn't sure of myself
right at that moment
it was something i wasn't ready to say
i didn't realize he was telling me
that this was the end
cos after tonight
he was something i couldn't defend
staring into his eyes
they tortured me
i couldn't help thinking they were full of lies
that i wasn't the person he wanted me to be
the moment was gone
and after only some time
i felt like she was telling me
everything would be fine
i couldn't quite hear her
as she said those words
something like i love you
but then everything became a blur
i couldn't hear him lie to me
it's something i couldn't stand
i loved him
but in return it was something i couldn't demand
that night he took my hand and touched my heart
he was everything i wanted
but for him it was something he couldn't give
**he couldn't stand seeing her like this as
she stood in white and red in the pouring rain
as she turned away from him
she was the one thing keeping him alive
she was the reason for him to live**
turning away from me i saw nothing else left in her eyes
they shone with the pain of a thousand tears
something unresolved
that had been hurting her through all these years
it was only for a second but i knew there was more behind her tears
he tried to hold me
he asked me what was wrong
i couldn't look at him
after it had been so long
he told me it was OK
that i had to be strong
but at the same time his eyes tortured me
my weaknesses leading him to my core
i felt a sudden pain
I'd only ever felt once before
something in his eyes
told me i wasn't the only one to feel this pain
it's like i had slapped her
as suddenly she turned her head
gasping for breath
it's like she was following someones death
she let go of my hand
and fell to the ground
the night was dark
as my heart begun to pound
i searched for an answer
but i could see the pain was spreading through her like cancer
without any warning she begun to run
